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In college now.
Saw someone reading newspaper
Saw the word SIPMA
That's obviously make me remind of you
I google it when I reach college
And I saw your result
I'm not sure whether it is good or bad,
But at least the result have your name in it
I hope it is something good for you
I have the urge to text you,
But nah, I don't wanna disturb you
I'm still miss you although I denied it in front of few people
Silly me again

Too Much

I think I need some private time
A really private time where no one gonna bug me with a lot of problems
I almost cried because of too much stress
Efff it man

Hope you are doing fine over there
I do miss you although you might not realize it
Silly me

Marathon

Felt that you are kinda pissing at me
I think I might know what's my mistake
Saw you today before you depart to Melaka for your SIPMA marathon
At this very moment, I wish I could come close to you and apologize before you left
But instead of that, I walked away
Maybe because I doesn't want you to avoid me
I regret for not saying goodbye
Deep inside my heart, I'm going to miss you so much in this 1 week time
No one gonna know what I feel

...

People love to ask me,
"Why do you choose to love her?"
Honestly, I can't find the answer for myself
After a lot of experiences previously, I realized that we doesn't need to have a reason to love someone.
The more you think of the reason, you will feel more doubt and confuse of your decision
I'm willing to give it a try for my happiness
I just wish you will figure out my feeling towards you
Time is the most important ingredient to build up a relationship
You will be leaving for your marathon tomorrow
Unable to see you for a week will definitely make me lose my motivation.
But still, I will sincerely pray for your success
I will always be somewhere around you to give you support
Im going to miss you in a bit, dear you.

Sweetypie

I remember the 1st day I saw you during audition week
You look so sweet and chubby
When I was standing beside you, many people said we look like a couple
I took that as a random joke
A month passed, I'm not sure whether I can take it as a joke anymore
I think I'm in love with you

Good night you, close your eyes.
Sleep in peace until you rise.
Though while you sleep, we are apart.
I will love you, with all my heart.

Greeting from a newbie Program Master!

Been a long time I abandoned this blog
Not that I did it purposely, but I seriously don't have time to update the blog
Audition Week is totally a tiring week for everyone
We been through a lot of situation
After the Audition Week,
My team used 2 days to select 16 finalists
They started their training few weeks ago
I gotta say that all of them are quite good looking
Last Saturday was my 1st so-called "outing trip"
I bring all my finalists (All of them are male, except 1 female) to Kepong Trendz Hair Saloon for their Makeover stuff.
Denise (1 of my Program Designer) babysit the remaining girls at the other branch of the hair saloon at Manjalara
Me, Ben, Weng Chin and Rahman went to trophy shops nearby the Saloon for some business dealing.
We managed to get 37 sets of trophies with RM1,700 (I know we are awesome!)
We lead the whole gang to Manjalara to fetch the girls and we drift to Sri Hartamas for costume renting business
Can't believe the costume shop, Dominique is owned by an English woman :P
Was stuck at there till 7pm++
We went to nearby mamak shop to have our dinner
1st time bring this bunch of monkeys (OO finalists) travelling
Reached home at 10pm
Freaking tired!

Well, to be honest,
I learned alot of things in this period of time
I've been lectured by Ben and Jonathan (Is all for my own good. I gotta thanks to both of them)
I've meet alot of new friends (Thanks to the OO committee)
I've meet alot of juniors (The bunch of monkeys)
Now, I gotta wait for 1st Photoshooting and 2nd PnP
There is still alot of things to be plan and done!!
Go Me!

PS: I met someone interesting in my committee.

Stressful

Haizz..
Feel that there is still alot of things that need to be done
Only 1 day left before Orientation Week
Already few of the people gave me headache
But I still act relax and chill
I don't think I should show them I'm stress
They probably will lost their faith on me or something
This is what I scared the most
I do really need co-operation and commitment from every one of them
Haizzz
Just wanna say,
I am stress right now...