Busy busy busy

Wow!
1st time to feel that busy and stress
Been facing a lot of stuff recently
I'm doing extra job to be honest
As a Program Master, my main job is actually plan everything and make some of decisions
But I had been involving myself doing booth decoration, flyers design and name tag(on the way)
Thanks god I have some of the people from my committee that willing to help me
Hope everything will be fine soon
That girl still look so cute
ughh~

What happen to me?

Went back to college today
Still got loads of stuff to finish
I don't know what's wrong with me
Been thinking of that girl recently
Geez~ Almost miss the LRT station because of this
Today is my 1st time to meet her face to face
She look awesome and cute
Ughhh~ I don't think I should think so much

Talk To Me

You talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change
Look I bought your favourite ice cream
I don't wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won't forget

And now, whos to say, well be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause were the same
And I know that we'll never change
Look I bought your favorite ice ream
I don't want to see it melts away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

A little bit

Audition week is just around the corner
Now, I feel a little bit frustrate, nervous and worried
Ughh, scare I won't capable to handle this big event
Hmmmmm

Hatred

My heart been full with hatred toward this whole big family
When people read this, they will surely conclude that I'm not a responsible members of this family
I'm not afraid to tell everyone that is their fault, not mine
I never seen a grandparents that feel regret to have someone as their son
My grandma had planned to have 4 children since the day she married to my grandfather
But things doesn't went well because my grandma get twins while giving birth to the 4th child
The 5th child, are born to be my father
My grandma never love this child
She even backstab him for the entire of her life
Not only that, the other 4 children did the same to my father too
This is the 1st reason I hate this family

Old people are always blind because of wealth and statuses
My grandparents always stick with the other 4 children because they are rich while my dad are in a poor economic status
See, they are so fucking materialistic
Since they never care much about my dad,
I finally realized that they doesn't care about my family too
This make me hate the whole family so much

Because of this,
My mom turn out to be another issues
She desperately want us to live strong so that my uncle and aunt wont look down at us
I wont talk much about my mom
Because I hate her the most

I don't know why we have to fight even in a family
This show that they are so immature, including the grandparents
They are all fucking blind
I'm seriously sick of them
I just wish I will cut off everything with them and live on my own
One day in the future, I will crush this entire family and build a new generation of my family
I will do it
I don't care to respect them because they doesn't respect me as part of the family
I will definitely destroy this family
Someday~

Bad Omen

Was gone for 18 hours ++
Something just happened among my committee while I'm gone
Haih
Another internal problem to stress
Not going to blame everyone
Just don't wanna stress too much
I hope everything will be fine :(

Good Job

Yeah, I gotta say this to everyone who make it for our 1st virtual meeting via Skype
Now things are getting more clear
We might know what to do to prevent our project from failing
Last night was 3 hours meeting
Tonight was 6 hours meeting
Good job again to everyone!

Sometimes, I had been wondering,
Am I a guy who are not good enough for girls?
I did a big mistake, I try my best to prevent it happen again,
But still, I fail again
I'm curious of 1 thing
Where is the girl that will love me when I love her too?? Where is the girl who will understand and appreciate things I done for her??
I bet she might be somewhere around me, or maybe far from me
Who knows??

Lazy

So, I'm kinda feel lazy now
Thanks to Bruno Mars latest song
Go Youtube "The Lazy Song - Bruno Mars"

Last night me and my fellows committee been discussing from 12am till almost 3am
Honestly, that's what I called good teamwork
But the problem is, there are some who doesn't care much about this Orientation Odyssey
I'm worrying what will happen if this continue till the OO Night
We have 2 months till the Actual Night
And in this 2 months, teamwork is very important
We have to work hard behind the scene and show our teamwork to the 12-14 finalist
Some of the committee might be stress
Even me as the Program Master, Ander and Sam as the Chairman,
We do feel stress too
We lead this project till the actual night
We still manage to discuss together till 3am with both our MC
Ughh..
Speak of this, Im abit headache now :|

What happen??

Been wondering why Maryann ignoring me so often
Did I done something wrong??
Or maybe I think too much
Haih...
I guess I should just stuff my head with Orientation planning now

Fail Jog

Woke up at 7am for jogging with my pal around the lake nearby our house
A total fail plan =___=
Instead of jog, we walked around the lake for twice
But still, kinda fresh morning (1st time after few weeks wake up at 11am)
Went to nearby mamak to have our breakfast
Grape vining and chit-chatting for a while
Pass by CC to see those kaki gamers
They woke up early in the morning just to play LAN games
1st time to see Heroes of Newerth
Nice graphic compare to DOTA
Tonight maybe go pasar malam
Enjoying before I dying for Orientation Week :P

There We Go

Glad to have my committee members around me when I need some help
Now, I roughly know what to do for the Orientation Week
Heh..Let's not blog about my Odyssey stuff

Today kinda bad and lucky day for me
I downloaded latest version of Facebook for Android
The latest version feck up my phone because my phone software is the old version
So, i spend like 2 hours updating my phone with latest Android version
Yeah, I know. 2 hours thanks to Malaysia SCreamyx >_>
Everything seems fine
My phone is kinda like after-reformat status but with the backup data
So, I settle down everything at the end but the data roaming setting is feck up
The phone auto roaming the data because I didn't off it
Fyi, data roaming will use the internet for its process
As the result,I lost RM16 of my phone credit
I know right?? F.M.L
But shouldn't be my fault >.>
The phone should auto off the data roaming in my opinion
F.M.L

Anyway, things had passed
Imma off to bed now
Tomorrow gonna TRY to jog
LOL

Half Way

Yeah.. I'm sure my planning completed half way
Feel quite relieve because I finally did something >__>
I guess I gotta ask more to get more solutions

The Feel

Gotta say this
The Orientation Odyssey is starting to hit me
Have to start being serious and plan for the Orientation Week
Ughhh... a bit of worry >.<

Kinda bored

Have no idea why the hell I keep on updating blog
I might conclude that I'm OVER BORED
Last night was having insomnia
As the result, I slept at 5am >__>
And wake up at 12pm
Was planning to jog today but at the end, the pal have something to do and here I go
Facing with boredom again

Insomnia

Feck it!
Having insomnia right now
My fault for sleeping 3 times in a row today.
What's happening to me recently?
All my dreams have something to do with my real life
Been dreaming twice about Orientation Odyssey stuff
I'm the Program Master for this year OO Night
Both of my dreams are kinda bad omen
I shall start my planning for the College Orientation Week to prevent bad dreams come true
The other dream are quiet weird too
A girl appear in my dream
She is someone I met from last year 30 Hours Famine
We are barely contact with each other except sometimes in Facebook
She appear in my dream = no idea what's that mean >_>
Maybe, I think too much though
Ughhhh.. life...

Random Thought

Been wondering why nowadays, everyone are barely update their blog
Is it Blogspot getting outdated?
Nahh.. I bet I wont give a shit bout this matter
I think this will be a best way to pour out my thoughts without getting stalked or wateva
Just removed the crap chatbox
Seems like the database unable to block those useless junk of spam or virus link invading the system
This semester break is freakin bored
Been thinking of learning ASP, PHP and SQL
But kinda lazy :x

Yo

Sup!
Is been 4months++ I left this blog dead
This blog contained rubbish from my past which I hate the most
Everything change upside down under God's control
Everything is getting challenging
Now, I can see that life is like :
"Do something, you will at least get something. Do nothing, you will definitely get nothing"
Gotta practice more Happy Go Lucky lifestyle