something to think about

my mom's baking stuff was dead today.
she waited for my dad to bring her to shop to buy a new one.
my dad's phone dead and he came back home 3 hours late, which pissed off my mom.
she scolded him without asking anything.
as usual, my dad says nothing.
while my mom being mad in room, my dad spend some time to examine the machine.
I feel pity for him and decided to join him and we managed to fix it later on.

my point is,
dad is always here to solve our problems.
even if he is being scolded, he is still being calm and fix the problem.
i stop caring about my family for few years, maybe 5 years.
after i moved out, i experienced a lot of things and it makes me realize i should stop acting like a fool.
and i managed to keep my promise to myself for this semester break.
please appreciate your family.

Why Still Look Back?

I asked myself,
Why still stalk, why still read, why still care?
being rejected, not giving up, being ignored.
tried to be friendly and normal but end up being treated like I'm a very bad person to talk with.
tried to joke but end up being told I'm not funny.
but I still read, watch, care, stalk.
now i ask myself,
for what?
why dont you tell me why?

Semester Break Plan

I think I know what I should do for this semester break.

Get close to my family, and code some stuff for my upcoming text-based web game.

Moved out from home kinda make me think alot.

I believe I should spend more time with family now.

Nothing is more important than that.

Freedom

Finally im done with exam.
But i dont know what to do for my holiday.
Hibernation!!