Crazy, Stupid, Love

Love is a word that strong enough to make someone goes crazy, does stupid stuff, or be a very lovely person.
I experienced "crazy and stupid",
But I'm not sure whether I'm qualified enough for "love"
I did something crazy and stupid enough just to prove my love.
But things went terribly bad.
When I recall back those memories,
I gotta agree that I'm such an immature and silly person.
Silly me, silly world, silly you.
Peace out.

A Boy? A Man?

Who am I?
A boy? Or a man?
There's a saying,
"A boy will tell you he loves you. A man will show you he loves you"
It has different meaning, depends on how you interpret it.
Some says it means action are louder than words.
But me?
I think it means that a boy says it without knowing any meaning of the words.
For a man, he shows the meaning of the words because he understand it.
Teenagers nowadays,
They tend to keep telling each other "I love you dear!"
But how many of them really understand the meaning of their words?
How well they are able to show their loves?
Only their hearts know the answer.

Back to the question again,
I think I'm a boy who are growing up to be a man.
You know? I wish to tell someone that I love her.
And at the same time, I been thinking how to show my loves.
The road is tough to be honest.
I don't know what's gonna happen. No one knows.
And here comes a saying,
"To travel is much more better than to arrive"
People always wish to get something they desire.
But not many people used their heart to experience the journey of their destination.
Compare to the other people around me,
I prefer enjoying whatever stuff that's going on in my life.
From there, I can learn a lot of things which not many can understand.
That's how I see life.
What about you? ;)

Unusual Experience

Just came back from Cyber Cafe.
Before we back to home,
Me and my buddy decided to walk around those shops.
3am walk actually.
The alley are kinda dark.
And there was 2 Indian fellow walked pass us.
We knew something doesn't feel right.
Before we can do anything, 1 of them already standing in the middle of us.
He asked lighter from me and my buddy and keep asking where we stay and why we are here.
Later on, his mate joined him and started to talk shit like "Give me RM50 now,cheebye!"
We immediately turn to another alley which have few people there setting up their stall for morning market.
That 2 fcuker back off when they realized what we are doing.
1 of them said "Don't let me see you two again"

After this incident,
I feel that it is hard to make decision in this kind of situation.
We don't know what action we should take.
Me and buddy discussed the pron and cons of our action.
We came to an agreement that if there is a necessary of fist fighting, we might need to do it to save our life.
But if that 2 bastard have weapon hidden somewhere, we might fcuked up ourselves.
Man, till now, both of us feel like wanna take revenge on them.

Do You Realize?

I saw you walking to the LRT.
And I don't have the guts to catch up with you.
I don't know what am I doing.
I'm kinda lost control over myself.
Hate the feel of being a loser.
Is been a month since the last time I met you.

You know?
You are amazing enough for me to recognize you although your back are facing me.
Sigh, I don't know what and how to continue this post.
My mind are so confusing.
I'm kinda miss you.
Sorry if this post make you feel that I'm a horrible person or a stupid stalker.

Twice

Think twice before you make any moves.
Been through few matters today.
Make me realized that we should really think twice or maybe more than that before we take any actions.

Sick Day

Yeah. Me still sick.
Why everywhere also got air-condition?
LRT, class, and lecture hall.
And the worst is,
Today is a raining day as well.
I'm sneezing non-stop at this moment.

Went for a small briefing for a small event.
Not sure whether I can make it or not.
Maybe I should give it a try.

Announcement!

Me just took flu medicine!
Gonna fall asleep anytime!

Today saw my OO finalists having their small gathering.
I bet they might forget me.
Or maybe they already decided that I'm a shit leader.
But still,
I'm glad their bond with each other are so strong.
Hope everything will goes fine for each and everyone of them :)

Finally!

Damn!
Finally I'm kinda down.
Sore throat all of sudden.
And now having a symptom of flu.
Sign of me getting sick soon.
The last time I'm not feeling well,
If I'm not mistaken, it is somewhere around June.
Many works and less time to rest because of OO (not whining).
Gonna suffer a lot now!
Haizz.

Monday

Man, I gotta say that I'm totally sucks in thinking title for daily post.
Went to Jusco Wangsa to have our lunch.
Planned to support McD.
But wtf, they don't have french fries and sets.
Make us don't have the mood and we left for KFC.
The gang are crazy because we talked a lot of craps.
Later on, we made unpredictable decision as usual.
Which is hanging around KLCC for a while.
Tried to go for the Beauty Expo because I'm the only male in the group, with 5 girls.
No choice, they are the boss.
But plan fail because the fair on today is just for businesses agency.
So, we bid our farewell and I walked from KLCC to Pavilion with 2 girls.
My 1st time discovering the route from KLCC to Pavilion :D
Been wondering about that for a year.
Grab Red Bean Milk Tea again from Chatime.
I'm seriously addicted to Chatime.
But not as terrible as those friends who always checked in Chatime everyday :P
I'm sleepy.
Gonna off in a bit.
Sleep tight.
Sorry for bad English and etc.
I'm sleepy after all :P

:)

Been thinking to blog,
But I don't know what to blog.
Or more specifically, I don't know how to blog bout what's in my mind.
Well,
I came across some horoscopes stuff in Facebook.
It makes me realize that horoscopes is kinda amazing though.
The descriptions about Scorpions' personalities are almost 90% correct.
I viewed yours,
And it makes me think that I should really get to know you.
Is your personalities are exactly like what the descriptions said?
Humans are a very special being created by God.
And horoscopes was created by God Himself as well.
It's truly mysterious how horoscope can connected with human's personalities.
It makes us curios about ourselves.
And yeah, it makes me curious about you.
Sorry for saying such a silly and "creepy" thing to you if you are reading this.
Watched Narnia again today.
The ending song are quite catchy for me though.
There's Place for Us by Carrie Underwood 

Well, good night :)

Silly trouble

Forget to remove the fake birthday date on another unused Facebook account.
3 people fall for it.
Feel so bad about it though.
But then,
It's clearly show that people rely too much on Facebook.
I believed not many people gonna remember my birthday after all
And all the days in a year,
I hate my birthday the most.
I don't celebrate it because no one gonna celebrate it with me.
Not even my family.
I celebrated it once, and it end up with lots of hurtful memories.
But still thanks to my sisters who willing to prepare surprises for me.
Everyone gonna be busy this year.
So, I guess I'm not celebrating it as usual.
Will be another torturing day again for me.
Countdown 35 days.

Understanding

How well you understand about life?
How well you understand about yourself?
A friend been discussing bout these complicated stuff.
I didn't listen much.
Don't feel like listening at all.
Because I have my own perspective.

The more you think about yourself,
The more you wondering about the meaning of your life,
Things will get more complicated.
Everything has its own flow.
Things happened for its own reason.
You don't moan for the past.
You don't hope too much for the future.
You just have to let go the past,
And learn lessons from it.
Life can only be understood backwards.
But it must be lived forwards.

Words

I don't really know what kinda words will make you dislike of it.
Yeah, I feel glad to see some reply.
But at the same time,
Lots of question bugging my mind.
What should I reply?
How should I reply?
What gonna happen if I offend you?
Etc. etc. etc.
Friends always think that I understand girls a lot.
But now, I started to doubt bout myself.
I guess there's still lots of thing I need to learn.

Oh, seems like my rapidPass is technically broken.
Some data updates that caused my pass unable to synchronize with it.
I guess I'm gonna walk pass the counter like a boss from now on :D

Quickie Post

Sorry for the unrelated title.
It seems like I'm currently losing ideas for a suitable title.
Well, celebrated friend's birthday at Suki-Ya Shabu Shabu, Pavilion.
Overall not bad.
But obviously, Shabu One at Lot 10 has much more choices of food compare to Pavilion.

Well, thought today's post gonna be all about the celebration.
But I don't have the mood to do so.
I see you being depressed.
And its make me kinda depressed for some silly reasons.
But still,
Hope you gonna feel better soon.
Sorry for the random pass by.

He Is Amazing

I gotta say this,
LeeHom is an amazing person.
His song are able to change a person,
Just like how Steve Jobs changed the world.


Saw 1 of the top comment there.

It said that;
"Because of this song, me and her finally back together. We didn't talk to each other for a while. So, I sent this song to her, wanting her to know this is how I feel for her right now. 2 days later, we are finally back together."
Seriously, I'm jealous of you.
Dude, if this happen to me,
I will definitely make sure I wont make mistakes again.
Hope both of you gonna be good to each other forever.

Unpredictable

I doesn't even have the feel to blog for today.
But now, here you are, reading my post right now.
What else can I said?
Life is totally unpredictable after all.
Recently, I realized of one thing.
When I wish for something to happen, it will never happen, and bring me sadness and disappointment.
When I never wish for anything, things happen just like its a miracle.
On a very special day of yours,
This miracle do happened on me.
I doesn't even prepared myself for it.
But I do always stick to this quote of mine;
"No matter what happened,let's just follow the flow"

Many unpredictable things happened to me.
Experienced lots of stuff like how our life should be.
Hehe,
I forgotten how I hooked up with this song,
But thanks to it,
I raise up after falling lots of time.

Wondering, when am I able to stand on mountain.

T.G.I.F

Well, today is kinda very special day for me.
First time in this semester,
I squeezed out my brain's juice for Mathematics.
Feel so good for being able to understand stuff taught by tutor.
And I'm able to solve most of the question as well.

I met few special people today.
Right after I finished my lecture, which is the last class of the day,
I passed by someone who kinda have the same face like you.
I met a friend of mine who withdrew my course and enrolled back as Year 1 Student.
Reached home and get a sudden call from buddy to hang out.
Went to cyber cafe and played Counter Strike and Left 4 Dead.
Seriously, this is my 1st time to really have lots of laugh with my buddies
Went to a friend's house and lied down on his bed for a while.
Although I'm a little bit sad of what's happening to me recently,
But still, I'm glad to enjoy this Friday.

Questions

There is a lot of questions in my mind.
But I don't have the answers for all of it.
Kinda tired though to pretend that I'm extremely fine in front of everyone.
A buddy been asking me lots of question.
It makes me questioned about myself.
Do I really understand how you feel?
There are many things I don't know about you.
I remembered you said that you still wanna be friend with me.
But come to think about it,
I'm the 1 who fail to be a friend of yours.
Remembered some stuff about OO
"Its sad to see u treating yrself like this. I really got ntg to say, we tried to help.. but u dont allow yrself to change. and i always have to be thr to fix the mistakes. Gave too much of tolerance, what more do u want from me?"
I know it's already over,
But still, sorry for all the trouble I gave you.
Sorry for being a fail-friend.
Not matter what's in your thought,
If you ever need me,
I will be right there, just for you.

Sunwayyyyyy

Hah!
Went to Sunway with Becca and Rahmat today.
Kinda 4th time in my life to walk around Sunway.
1st time was me attending Kumon Award Ceremony with my family 4 years ago.
2nd time was me rocking the lagoon 3 years ago with my form 4 pals (Debbie, Adrian, Wai Nam, Sze Kei, Weng Fei and forgotten)
3rd time was me doing work for OO 4 months ago.
And this is the 4th time, wanted to chill with my sis and buddy.

Reached there at 4pm.
Been wandering around the mall for food.
Finally decided to go for Nandos
Image from google, sorry didnt manage to capture any pic in Nandos :P

Continue our walk to Daiso,
A Japanese store with everything worth only RM5.
Went to MPH for fun later on :P
Grabbed 1 Redbean Milk Tea from ChaTime.
My 1st try yo!

My Redbean and Becca's Original :)

Went to Popular for fun as well.
We been walking from ground floor to the top floor the whole day.
Tried some pancakes with both of them.
Hawaii Tuna Cheese and ChocoBanana,
Not bad after all :P
Decided to adios around 9pm.
Nothing much to describe except fun and awesome!
Want more pic?
Go to my FB, kty.
Tired! Adios! :P