Orientation Week is on next week, as well as OO Audition Week.
Seriously hope things will goes well.
Moved to Metro last Thursday.
Only me in the room for now.
Feel so bored.
I'm kinda love the night view of KL.
Sunday, April 22, 2012
busy week
next week gonna be busy week.
Orientation Week is on next week, as well as OO Audition Week.
Seriously hope things will goes well.
Moved to Metro last Thursday.
Only me in the room for now.
Feel so bored.
I'm kinda love the night view of KL.
Orientation Week is on next week, as well as OO Audition Week.
Seriously hope things will goes well.
Moved to Metro last Thursday.
Only me in the room for now.
Feel so bored.
I'm kinda love the night view of KL.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
changes
SMK Cochrane does change a lot right after my batch left the school.
From an academic school, its now becoming like a orchestra/pub/Istana Budaya.
Students skipping class for band training, which is for YPT prize giving ceremony,
Cheerleaders blast the music and dance like their in pub, right infront of students.
Kebudayaan Club play their gong and other instrument for an unknown event.
Doesn't see much people holding books and read like my batch.
School and government spends too much money for Cochrane's city-school concept, but they forget that students academic is important as well.
So what if the building is 7 floor tall, with lifts, or air-cond in library/office?
Students result are kinda dropping to be honest.
And students nowadays are getting more rude and punkass.
During our time, we were the golden age.
Actives in cocu, and also good in studies, although i failed my part.
But we are still the badass batch during that time.
Me being the most hated Librarian because I like to shout and strict,
Faiz being the only student with more than 5 important post.
Debbie for the most sweet and nice prefect (Yes Debbie, i expect you to read this soon :P)
Me, Rahmat and Nizam being the "Librarian Three Musketeers" because we are always stay back in the library together to do stuff.
Speak bout Library,
It become worst.
After Three Musketeers left, many things changed.
Teacher-In-Charge come and go.
And now come the teacher who doesn't remember anything bout the OPAC system.
Most of the process having problem because of this.
I don't blame her though, especially now there is no technician helping her in library.
She was alone all the time, no one to share the problems,
And although I'm not close with her during my time,
The way she looked at us when we find her, is kinda pity, tired, and trouble.
I guess she felt glad because we came.
At least we was there to listen her heart.
School still doesn't want to take initiative to solve it and create more trouble.
When come to blaming, the teacher will definitely get blame.
So-called city-school.
Focus more on prefectorial board, and still doesn't give a shit bout library.
Ahhh. I don't know what else to say.
K so, finally bought a laptop bag, leather shoes, stationary and a self help book.
All for RM100++
My leg is dead for now. Walked too much.
To Do List for Tomorrow/Later:
1) Pack clothes
2) Cut hair
3) Move to Setapak(maybe at night)
4) Get ready to fight for OO!
By the way,
谢谢你。你今天让我笑了一阵子。
我觉得应该要和你多说/写点华语了。 X)
From an academic school, its now becoming like a orchestra/pub/Istana Budaya.
Students skipping class for band training, which is for YPT prize giving ceremony,
Cheerleaders blast the music and dance like their in pub, right infront of students.
Kebudayaan Club play their gong and other instrument for an unknown event.
Doesn't see much people holding books and read like my batch.
School and government spends too much money for Cochrane's city-school concept, but they forget that students academic is important as well.
So what if the building is 7 floor tall, with lifts, or air-cond in library/office?
Students result are kinda dropping to be honest.
And students nowadays are getting more rude and punkass.
During our time, we were the golden age.
Actives in cocu, and also good in studies, although i failed my part.
But we are still the badass batch during that time.
Me being the most hated Librarian because I like to shout and strict,
Faiz being the only student with more than 5 important post.
Debbie for the most sweet and nice prefect (Yes Debbie, i expect you to read this soon :P)
Me, Rahmat and Nizam being the "Librarian Three Musketeers" because we are always stay back in the library together to do stuff.
Speak bout Library,
It become worst.
After Three Musketeers left, many things changed.
Teacher-In-Charge come and go.
And now come the teacher who doesn't remember anything bout the OPAC system.
Most of the process having problem because of this.
I don't blame her though, especially now there is no technician helping her in library.
She was alone all the time, no one to share the problems,
And although I'm not close with her during my time,
The way she looked at us when we find her, is kinda pity, tired, and trouble.
I guess she felt glad because we came.
At least we was there to listen her heart.
School still doesn't want to take initiative to solve it and create more trouble.
When come to blaming, the teacher will definitely get blame.
So-called city-school.
Focus more on prefectorial board, and still doesn't give a shit bout library.
Ahhh. I don't know what else to say.
K so, finally bought a laptop bag, leather shoes, stationary and a self help book.
All for RM100++
My leg is dead for now. Walked too much.
To Do List for Tomorrow/Later:
1) Pack clothes
2) Cut hair
3) Move to Setapak(maybe at night)
4) Get ready to fight for OO!
By the way,
谢谢你。你今天让我笑了一阵子。
我觉得应该要和你多说/写点华语了。 X)
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
sooner or later
Took me a while to think whether I should tell you or not.
But I guess sooner or later, you will know.
Glad to chat with you like normal.
I always wanted a chance to talk to you like a normal friend.
I guess it will take me some time to treat you like 1 of my important friend.
Back to business,
I seriously hate doing event with a bitchy person.
Last time was the PD, now is PD again.
But I prefer the last time more than you.
At least she will talk nicely with me after we know each other well.
But you? wtf.
I know u the moment u joined as the finalist.
And I know your attitude well.
The way you ask something to be done is like you are asking maid to do stuff.
And you talk to me like you have more experience than me.
Maybe you should know that the only person who can act like this is the Top M and me, although we wont.
K done whining.
Gonna deal with you soon.
Everyone seems stress up.
I wish I could join them earlier.
But I gotta deal with the moving.
Please stay strong.
We gonna survive this together.
But I guess sooner or later, you will know.
Glad to chat with you like normal.
I always wanted a chance to talk to you like a normal friend.
I guess it will take me some time to treat you like 1 of my important friend.
Back to business,
I seriously hate doing event with a bitchy person.
Last time was the PD, now is PD again.
But I prefer the last time more than you.
At least she will talk nicely with me after we know each other well.
But you? wtf.
I know u the moment u joined as the finalist.
And I know your attitude well.
The way you ask something to be done is like you are asking maid to do stuff.
And you talk to me like you have more experience than me.
Maybe you should know that the only person who can act like this is the Top M and me, although we wont.
K done whining.
Gonna deal with you soon.
Everyone seems stress up.
I wish I could join them earlier.
But I gotta deal with the moving.
Please stay strong.
We gonna survive this together.
Sunday, April 15, 2012
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Promises
When a guy loves a girl,
They will promise a lot of things.
Me myself experienced that before.
It doesn't important how many promises you have made for a girl.
Who cares if you promise you will love a girl with all your heart?
Who cares if you promise you will do exactly what a girl want you to do?
Who cares if you promise you can give anything to a girl?
Girls doesn't fancy the promises.
All they want is,
To see how strong the feeling you put to keep the promises.
To see whether you can keep the promises or not.
To see how you overcome the obstacles given by them to keep the promises.
Sorry to read what you wrote today.
It does really hurt me.
I know I'm one of them.
Sorry for making you uncomfortable.
Even though I'm not your type,
But I'm the type of person who never mess around with promises.
Do you know,
If I choose to give up on you after you rejected me twice,
I would also choose to let go the most painful memories as well?
But yet, I choose to go back to heal the scar, pay for my mistakes, and fulfill what I had promised myself.
Majority of the guys make promises for girls
But not all of them do it for themselves.
A typical guy will say "I promise I will love you."
I prefer to tell you, "I promise I will love you, after I learnt to love myself."
A typical guy will say "I will put a lot of commitment for you."
But I prefer to tell you, "Trust is above all the commitments. I trust myself, I trust you. You trust yourself, You trust me."
A typical guy will say "I will always be there for you."
And yet, I prefer to tell you "I will always be there for u, no matter we are lover, friend, or enemy. Even if you dislike me, or hate me, I will still be there for you, whenever you need me."
This is what I wish to say tonight.
I'm not sure when I will be coming back to here again.
I need to chill.
They will promise a lot of things.
Me myself experienced that before.
It doesn't important how many promises you have made for a girl.
Who cares if you promise you will love a girl with all your heart?
Who cares if you promise you will do exactly what a girl want you to do?
Who cares if you promise you can give anything to a girl?
Girls doesn't fancy the promises.
All they want is,
To see how strong the feeling you put to keep the promises.
To see whether you can keep the promises or not.
To see how you overcome the obstacles given by them to keep the promises.
Sorry to read what you wrote today.
It does really hurt me.
I know I'm one of them.
Sorry for making you uncomfortable.
Even though I'm not your type,
But I'm the type of person who never mess around with promises.
Do you know,
If I choose to give up on you after you rejected me twice,
I would also choose to let go the most painful memories as well?
But yet, I choose to go back to heal the scar, pay for my mistakes, and fulfill what I had promised myself.
Majority of the guys make promises for girls
But not all of them do it for themselves.
A typical guy will say "I promise I will love you."
I prefer to tell you, "I promise I will love you, after I learnt to love myself."
A typical guy will say "I will put a lot of commitment for you."
But I prefer to tell you, "Trust is above all the commitments. I trust myself, I trust you. You trust yourself, You trust me."
A typical guy will say "I will always be there for you."
And yet, I prefer to tell you "I will always be there for u, no matter we are lover, friend, or enemy. Even if you dislike me, or hate me, I will still be there for you, whenever you need me."
This is what I wish to say tonight.
I'm not sure when I will be coming back to here again.
I need to chill.
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Questions
Few questions come to my mind at this quiet night.
How things are gonna end in my life?
What should I do for now?
What can I do?
How to be strong?
Am I making a right decision?
How things are gonna end in my life?
What should I do for now?
What can I do?
How to be strong?
Am I making a right decision?
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