Wednesday, February 8, 2012

1st Day

K I think I'm gonna blog a bit before I head back to sleep.
1st day of class, not bad.
Receive our assignment question today.
Next week have to pass up Module 1.
Damn fast to be honest.
Week 5 have to submit the whole assignment.
Hope we all will get through it.

I've been feeling good today.
Thought of following your twitter account.
Thought that maybe I should be good and treat you like how a good friend should be treated.
But I scare I will cause more trouble in the future.
Knowing you missed the 1st class,
I did imagined that if we are cool friends,
I might able to remind you bout your class.
If you ever read this,
Sorry for being still stalking.
That's me I guess.

Hell yeah,
I managed to jog 4 rounds today near the Lake.
A very big improvement for me.
Now I'm feeling super-tired because of it.
Go me!
Think I should off to bed now.
So peace out.
Have a wonderful night! :)

not bad

Managed to jog forth and back without taking any rest.
An improvement I never expect.
My buddy told me if I found my source of motivation,
I will be able to do anything I want.
I guess I finally know what is my motivation.

Today, I realized that I had heard and see a lot of grief things for my entire life.
My great-grandmother was the 1st person I know that passed away due to aging.
A great Malay teacher who treated me like her own son, went back to heaven because of some sickness.
I still remember I was with her 2 days before she passed away. Sad case.
Aunt Christine's mother-in-law, which was my neighbor, passed away because of rat poisoning in her food.
Neighbor's son who passed away because of mental issues, such a grief news for his parent.
The father went with him 1 year later due to sickness.
When he is still alive, he used to sing opera at home where the whole apartment can enjoy his singing.
Now, left the wife who told my mom that she feel uncomfortable without his husband sleeping beside her. Touched, but still sad.
At least she still have my family to hang around.
Today, I get a news from my dad that my uncle's mother-in-law passed away due to some disease.
She was like my grandmother when I was still a kiddo.
I think someone asked me something when I was a kid, and I proudly told him I have 3 grandmother.
Well, you all shall rest in peace.
Thanks for being a part of my life.
K enough with grief posts.

Saw a post in Twitter. Not sure what am I thinking.
【十二星座女被谁宠爱最幸福?】白羊女(天秤男)金牛女(巨蟹男)双子女(双鱼男)巨蟹女(处女男)狮子女(摩羯男)处女女(天蝎男)天秤女(白羊男)天蝎女(金牛男)射手女(水瓶男)摩羯女(双子男)水瓶女(射手男)双鱼女(狮子男).



Gonna start class few more hours later.
Can't wait for it.
Peace out

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

1 more day

Just 1 more boring day and I will be back to college and rock the brand new 3rd semester.
But doing a little workout since holiday started.
Push up and sit up.
Seriously, I can't find myself motivation to go for jogging.
I only managed to jog for 4 days.
And my stamina is low.
The last time I jogged is during National Service.
Jogged for 60++ days every morning.
This new semester,
I'm gonna do some workout.
go healthy!

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Do You Know?

"It’s not easy to change friendship into love. But it's even harder to turn love into friendship"


If there is a chance,
I rather restart everything from the scratch.
Just friend.
"Hi I'm Vincent, from DIT. Nice to know you."

Watched Viral Factor today.
Almost make me drop tears.
A-must watch movie.
Kbai.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

jog

So, I went to jog with my buddy.
Reminder to myself,
Warm up before jog.
Fcuk the internet tips.
I read it somewhere and it said warm up doesn't shows much effectiveness during jogging.

Met few important people today.
1st was Pn Ng, who was a teacher from my secondary school.
Mr Tham, my Form 4 Additional Maths tutor,
And Mrs Siow, a Mandarin teacher who taught me Mandarin.

I was a SK/SMK student.
My parents decided to let me learn Mandarin during free times.

Without her, I guess I don't even know 怎样写华语字。
Kinda sad eh when she cant recognize me at 1st.
But she and her husband said I changed a lot and have a businessman look :P
Well, I agree with the "changed a lot" since I do grow up,
Although I'm not sure with the businessman look :P

The Lake!



K I know is random and boring post.
So, that's all for today. Kbai.















Thursday, January 26, 2012

decision, heartbroken

I made a decision to follow my family visiting a person.
She is my mom's friend.
Is been like 5 years the last time I met her.
When I saw her today, my heart totally broken and speechless.
She was lying on her bed, with the malfunctioned legs, and speech disorder.
After so many years, when she saw me, I can feel that she is happy.
She tried to call me,
"Fu Fu.. argh.. arghh.. arghh"
That's what I hear.
She used to call me "Ah Fu" and my sis, "Ah Kwai".
It was my childhood nickname for my mom's friends.
I looked at her because I know she is calling me.
But I feel so sorry because I'm unable to understand what she is trying to tell me.
All I can do is just looking at her eyes and smiled.

I try to recall back more memories about her.
I remembered when I was Standard 4,
I always accompanied her in her car, waiting for her sons and daughter to come out from school around 1pm.
Sometimes, she treated me with those 20 cents ice sticks with flavors.
I will walk out from the car and buy 2 ice sticks, walk back to the car and pass 1 to her.
She used to scold me when I did some mistakes.
She do laughs when I say something silly.
She been fighting all the years with an unknown disease which caused her having difficulty with walking.
But I never know that the disease will causes her having speech disorder.
Before we reached her house,
I even imagined her, sitting there, ask me stuff while walking around.
But right after I looked at her, my heart totally feeling sad and sorrow.
She become a person who can't walk, talk, and eat well.
She had been through days crying because of her situations.
Ahhh. I don't know what else I can say to describe her pain.

Aunty Christine,
You are 1 of the people who watched me grow up.
There was time when you treated me like your own son.
It's heartbroken to see you in this condition.
It's sad to think that I can't really do much things for you.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

You Da One


Hmm this song is kinda awesome.
I'm here just to share this song.
So, byebye ^^