20th Birthday

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Its the most simplest birthday I ever have.
Spend whole day doing flash assignment, watch some youtube, take some nap time and that's it.
Day just passed like that.
Thanks to people who wishes me.
I think I haven't make my wish yet.
Before I off,
I wish everyone will get what they want for their life.
And I wish to be better than before.

Ughh

Lots of things in my mind.
I should shut down now.
To avoid all the thinking.

Little this little that

To be honest, there is an urge in myself wanted to talk to her.
But at the same time, it makes my wonder if I'm worth it.
I know she is busy with her final year stuff.
I wonder if I will become an unwanted problem.

There is a quote I found today.
"You don't have to be better for anyone. But you can be the best for the right person. "
It will be very childish if I say I will be the best for a girl.
I learnt from someone that we should not make promises because we don't know if we can hold onto it.
All we can do is to try our best in everything, for anyone.

Don't really know what I'm wanna say.
I guess is the side effect of the med I took.
Good night world.  Get well soon me.

kids nowadays

seriously, kids nowadays having a Facebook account with almost 3k friends?
and also their own Facebook page with lots of subscribers?
and these kids are like 13 or 15.
what happen to this next generation?
bunch of poisoned teenagers.
when I'm at your age,
I don't look for fame, attention, dress myself with latest fashion, or even camwhore and upload pics everyday to Friendster/Blogspot/Facebook.
Whats wrong with kids nowadays?!

...

Tomorrow night going back to home after 3 weeks.
I should rest well before continue with college stuff again.
Mid term later. Wish me luck.

You Should Know

You are sweet, you are lovely,  you are special. Nite.

November

Its already November.
I'm usually dislike this month.
Birthday is coming soon.
I don't really like it.
For years, I used to celebrate it alone, by doing nothing at home.
That's why, I dislike it.