Chance

Purposely let go few chances today.
I don't know what am I thinking.
So down.

Behavior

Different people have different behaviors.
Glad that I met a lots of people in my life.
I know who is my true friend, and who's not.
Was in a lecture hall today.
There is a girl standing outside the hall and waiting for someone.
A buddy of mine poked me, and said :
"Isn't it good if that girl is her, waiting for you?"
My heart sunk although I pretended to smile.
I don't know what I had done wrong to you.
I'm sorry.
If there's a way to fix it,
I will give it a try.

Change?

1st Practical class for Database.
The lecturer is an ass.
Scolded me and my friends for wearing slipper to the class.
Well, we know slipper aren't allowed in college,
But even the security guards doesn't stop us from entering college.
What's your right to scold us then?
Your brain are too stubborn as well to accept answers from student.
"Your answer is not impossible, but it is very inefficient"
What do you expect from me?
A perfect answer?
I would be glad if you just tell the goddamn answer instead of keep repeating the "impossible and inefficient" stuff on me.
Seriously, your 1st impression for me,
I don't like you much.

A friend been telling me to change and improve a little part of me on how I treat girls.
I don't know what I should change.
Becca told me that maybe I treat girls too good.
She said I need to be bad ass a bit because girls like it.
Ahhh, I don't know what happen to me.
I think I should learn how to know when a girl feel that you are annoying.
I'm seriously sucks at that.

Random

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Special Day?

Feel so uncomfortable this whole day.
Been searching for something everywhere I go.
Something that can't be found by my eye.
Only my heart can find and feel it.
But still, I can't find what I want.
And the only thing I feel, is sadness.


Love, it's a special day
We should celebrate and appreciate
That you and me found something pretty neat
And I know some say this day is arbitrary

But it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I...
I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

Love, I don't need those things
I don't need no ring
I don't need anything
But you with me
Cause in your company
I feel happy, oh so happy and complete

This song been stuck in my head this whole day while I'm looking for what I want.
Really a special day for me.

Interesting

A friend of mine said something interesting today.
"If a guy still come back after being hurt by the girl, she should just choose to live with him for the rest of her lifetime"
I was thinking,
Yeah, maybe he is right.
Talked to Becca about this.
And she told me,
"That depends on the girl, whether she actually has feelings for him or not"
Well,
Me and Becca come to a conclusion that,
Human beings are difficult to understand.

Anyway,
Tomorrow have class.
I HATE replacement class on Saturday.
FML.

Past

My life is always full with challenges.
Everything that happened, makes me see a lot of things from various perspective.
I been through lots of situation.
Happy, sad, tears, stress, disappointment, etc and etc.

Since I met this girl,
It was my 1st time to see the world.
She taught me how to love someone in this world.
From care become love, love become disappointment,
Disappointment become hate, and hate become nothing.
I learned everything from what I had been through.

When I'm think back what I had done,
Sometimes I feel so silly of myself,
I never sing songs for a girl.
I never worried so much about a girl.
I never kiss a girl before.
I never hold a girl's hand before.
I never cried for a girl like it is the end of the world.
Because of this girl, I did everything above.
Although it's over,
I do appreciate it.

You probably is the 1st person I loved the most, and hated the most.
But thank you for everything.
Every single lessons from you are very precious for my entire life.
I will do my best, to love the one who willing to accept my love.
You probably are in the flight to UK now.
Good luck and all the best for you.
Thank you for everything.