nervous!

yeah im nervous.
tomorrow outdoor photoshooting.
to be honest, without Ben, Jo or Rachel, things are seriously different.
No one gonna push or advice me.
I need to figure out how to handle stuff.
I don't wish to be cruel,
But I guess I should stop letting my assistant to take over the whole thing.
I know we need a perfect night, but I prefer to let the younger generation to learn something.
For some people, perfection is very important.
But for a sentimental person like me, nothing is more important than experiences and learning.
Don't know why, but I feel that it's insecure to blog this out.
But mehh. Im heading to bed. 3 hours of sleep won't be enough.
Peace. Bai.