Day before Birthday

Yeah..
Gonna hit 18 after today
I understand that Vad is being busy with her STPM,
Becca is busy with her exam
While Pui Kei is busy with her hypnosis course
To be honest,
I almost cries when becca apologize for not being able to celebrate my birthday
But I just remain silent
Last year,
Someone promised me,that I wont feel lonely anymore while celebrating my birthday every year
Past 16 years,I never give a shit for my birthday celebration
I never hope for it too
Because of your promise,I truly appreciate what you had done last year
And I always hope you will fulfill your promise every year
Because of your promise,I even rejected my friend's plan
But now,I'm just nobody for you to remember your promise
I will just back to old life
Years by years without birthday celebration
Birthday will be a day for me to dislike
A day for me to be alone
As I said,promise is something that is full of shit

其实

无论如何，我的心，有时候，还是会觉得痛。。。
:(

Relaxing Friday

Kinda relaxing for today
Have lunch at MCD with Jie Jie,Miao,Meng How,Rebecca and Kelly
But before that,
Miao,jie jie and me went to buy Donashi from Big Apple
Kinda cute leh ^^

Donashi!! Each person bought 3 ^^

Their plastic bag's design are very special too

After that,we went to MCD for our lunch
Bought McChicken Supreme while both of them have Spicy Chicken McDeluxe
Kinda delicious too :P

Yummy ^^

So,yeah..
Overall,is a superb day
Thanks to Miao and jie jie :)

Template

Temporarily using a new template
Dont think this template exist yet
 /blush
Since I have edited some code
So,half copyright by me!! :P
Feel so headache after coding
zzzz

没用的我

真是没用的我。

没想到，我变成了个傻佬，为了一个女子，在 youtube 听了差不多８０首歌

８０首！！！　可是也还是找不到她想要的歌。。

她是谁？

自己去找答案吧！

我酱做，都不知道值得还是不值得。。

可是我说过了，要尽力地去让她开心

明天再努力继续找吧！

丽宇受伤了。

看了她的照片，自己觉得很心痛。

想说声几句话，可是又怕打扰了她。

我已经尽量的不去骚扰她了。

说过要让她做她想要做的事情。

我不会去想那么多。

简单一点来说，我不想去理那么多

她有自己的世界，朋友，等等。

她还当我做朋友，我已经算好运了

做人不应该要求高

她愿意向我问好，我都已经满足了

丽宇，早日康复吧！

Happy Go Lucky

I'm glad to have you back

Although I still feel abit uncomfortable,

But I try my best to ignore the feeling

I'm glad you willing to make this decision to start all over again

Maybe you might not know,

But I think is time for me to sit back,relax and see what kind of changes you want to bring

This time,I'm not going to be the one who do alot of stuff in order to closer our friendship

Because last time when I do that,I had been through a hell life for 10 months

Now,I'm going to let you do what you think is the best for our friendship

I will just follow the flow

Thanks,Princess Sally!! 

:) 

Tuesday post

I cant think any suitable title for today post
The lab test for today was so-so
I think I can survive for this time
Haih
Not in mood to elaborate more about today
But I feel sad,guilty and bad for myself
I guess I pissed Maryann off badly today :(

First time went out with her and the U3 group,
Her attitude grabbed my attention
She was pissed of something during that day
So,I can see the not-in-mood expression
A quick thought appeared and told me to make her smile
And I did it for sure
A combination of mee and ice cream do really make her smile because of my stupidity
Finished our lunch,we walked around in Lot 10,Sungei Wang and Times Square
And I did it again
Tried to catch up with her while walking

From that day,
I get a new friend and I wish to make her smile everyday
So,yeah..
I did it by started to chat with her in facebook,or even make jokes during classes or tutorial
And she smiled
Feel glad to see her smiling face till now

But today,
I might overdid something and pissed her off
I'm not sure what's the problem
But I'm sure I'm one of the reason she feel so pissed
I feel so bad and guilty
And as what I said to Yen Ling,
Is been long time I never feel emo because of a friend
So,Maryann become the 1st friend to make me feel so emo for this whole night with Ookami and Miao
I have to say this,
Maryann is truly a good friend for me

To Maryann,if you read this
Dear Maryann,i love to see you smile everyday because your smile is adorable and it's make us feel happy too.But I know today I might overdid it and hurt your feelings.I'm truly sorry for what I had done.I hope you will forgive all of us,the U3 group.

I am sorry,Maryann

Good night!
Sleep tight and sweet dreams everyone