What Am I Doing?

Haih
Dont know what am I doing recently
I guess I must be stress of college's stuff and some private stuff
Hope I will be fine soon
Silly girl,how are you??
I miss you so much
I do hope you will know how do I feel

"When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. "
I come to the end
The end that is very dangerous,painful and torturing
I must hang on there to survive
I must do something to increase my perseverance
I must not give up

Good night,dear readers
Have a nice dream

Perseverance

"If one dream should fall and break into a thousand pieces, never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again. "

My dream fall and break into a thousand pieces
I must pick one of those pieces up and begin everything again
I hope I'm strong enough for this
I need to stand strong for every obstacles
I have to endure pain that occur in my life
I wont give up
I will rebuild my dream
From pieces to a complete and wonderful dream
And I will make my dream come true!

What Should I Do??

Hmmm..
Things getting more complicated now between you and me
I guess you decided not to reply my text or have any contact with me
I understand that
Sorry for making you suffer
I will respect your decision
I will do as what I suppose to do from now on
Im willing to sacrifice to see the future
But no matter what,
I will always care about you
Secretly and silently
I hope you will be fine from now on
I will believe in myself that you will be fine
I know,for you it's not worthy for me to sacrifice for you
But you are wrong.
You are the most valuable person in my life,
And I still hold my promise to you.
I will wait till the 7th years come
Take care,silly girl..

Im going back to hostel by tonight
I have to say that college's life is getting more busy
Have bunch of test waiting for me and few assignments booking me
I hope I will be fine with all this obstacles
Loves and studies
Hope that I can get through this without any problems

Im Back!!

Hey guys,
Im back from my Journey of Life
Cant have much time to update the blog after im back from National Service.
Life seems to be getting more busy
Well,I should just post a short summarize of my life now

As you guys know,
Im just back from Sibu,Sarawak
Went there for my National Service at Kem Junaco Park,Sibu,Sarawak
That camp is kinda nice
Area = VERY wide!!!
Have lots of activities over there
Learn many things,
And meet lots of friends from KL and Sarawak too
Cant post much bout this because Im lazy to do it
No time for me to post a very long story of my NS life
But,from this experience
I can say that we should go for this NS
You will learn what's the meaning of teamworks,friendships,character buildings and many more.
I have to say that,I love my Bravo company so much!!
The teamworks we have,will not able to be match by Alpha,Charlie and Delta
I cried for twice because of friends doing perlepasan awal
I learned the meaning of the importance of friendship
I learned things bout myself and others people through character buildings.

Well,Im back now
I will practice everything that I learned from NS in my life now
Now,
I started my college life in Tunku Abdul Rahman College,Kuala Lumpur
Taking Diploma in Internet Technology in 1st Year
Having lot of things to do
Need to catch up lots of lesson
Moved to hostel to make things more easier
College's life is very tiring to be honest

I think this will be the end of today post
Dear Vad,Becca,Pui Kei,Lai Yee and many others friends,
Im back with the new me!!
Have a nice day :)

1 more day

Seems like I will only have 1 more day in KL
Silly girl,sorry :(
You text me
But I dont know what to reply
You told me that Im a very good friend for you
Honestly,I want to try very best of me to be your good friend
But no matter how hard I try,you will always get hurt
I feel sorry for this
I feel so guilty for hurting you,my lovely silly girl
I feel that Im not worth for you to call as "good" friend
But no matter what,you trust me that Im a good friend
From this,I really hope I will change after NS training
I really hope so
Haih,
I dont know how I feel right now
I just miss your smile,your voice and your care for me
Will we see each other before I leave KL??
I really hope you will know how do I feel now
:(

Frustrated

Haih
Silly girl,
Sorry for every problem that I had brought to you
I dont know what else I can say
I just feel so sorry for you and sorry of myself
I feel ashamed of myself
I promised not to hurt you anymore but I keep on hurting you
I dont know how to express my feelings
I feel so frustrated
Because of all things that happened,
I had lost my appetite to eat
I rarely eat my lunch and barely eat my dinner for almost 3 weeks
I had lost my sense of humour
I dont know how to make jokes like before this
I laughed when friends make jokes,
But in my heart, I cant find the real funny in me
I lost the enjoyment of life as a human being
I cant feel any feelings
All the feelings,just come and go that fast and easily
I dont know what to do
I feel so lonely this time
:(

Hmm

I dont know how do I feel now
U free 2mrw but cant come due to transport problem
We argued because of this small matter
I feel so sorry,silly girl
Sorry for being so silly boy
:(