22nd Of July

Today I went to Mid Valley with my course mates for karaoke session
We stop at KL Central to switch our transportation to KTM
Before reaching KL Central,
I saw 2 buildings that have something to do with my memories
The building of YMCA and BAC's building

That day,we do have a plan
But the weather made us cancelled the plan
The only chance for me to see you,
Is gone because of the weather
I still remember I told you that I dont know how to go to YMCA or your college
You asked me to wait for you at MCD in KL Central
But because of the weather,you cant come out to MCD
And because of all this things,I hurt you again
We never have a nice talk with each other till today because of that incident

I feel so regret
I should know how to reach your place
If I do so,
We wont come to this situation now
Things wont get worst if I know everything
It's my fault

Now I know where all the places is located
YMCA is just beside BAC,
While BAC is just in front of KL Central
I know how to reach you now
But,
Do I have the chance again??
I guess,
The answer will be no
I just wished if I can walk away from my friends and go walk around that area,
Just to hope that if I can see you
But,I had promised you that I wont do anything stupid and rush,
And the most important,
I promised to leave you alone

During the karaoke session,
My friend suddenly emo and his gf feel worried of him
They remind me of what am I on the past
I always emo and make you feel so hurt
From the different point of view,
I feel that my friend isnt doing the right thing
Because he's making us feel uncomfortable
Now,I understand how do you feel when Im emo

Nothing will change for now
You have someone in your heart
I wish I can get back your heart
But it seems like there is no place for me
All I can do,
Is to sit here silently,
Being strong to hold my tears from dropping
Being strong to prevent you from seeing the weak me
And keep waiting,
waiting and waiting

Hope you are here,
reading this..

Dear silly girl,I'm so sorry.Maybe this is the 10th times,or maybe 20th times.But,"sorry" is the only word that I can say it out for now.

I hope you will recover soon from the flu
Take a good care of your own health
I miss you so much
i'm sorry...