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Hey,silly girl
I miss you so much
I dont know what else I can do to let you know that I miss you so much
I know you decided to not care bout me anymore
And pleased me to leave you alone
Today,I told someone about 1 theory

"The most painful wound is not on human body,but it's on human heart"

Deep inside my heart，
I feel so painful
Pain because I can't be with you
Pain because I can't talk to you
Pain because I can't laugh with you
But,I don't mind to be painful
Because it's worth for me to do so

I love you,
Just like how much you love the guy in your heart now
But the difference is,
I can't show my love anymore like before this
I can only love you silently
Letting you go to someone who you love
I can only sit here and wish that you will find your happiness,
Without you knowing that how much I want,
To be the guy that can bring you happiness
I had gone through a lot of things,
For myself,
And for you

I miss you so much
Only God who will understand my feeling
On the past,you always make me believe in miracle
And now,
I just wish miracle will happen again
Day by day,
Im holding my phone,
Just simply wish that I will receive text from you
I wish you will ask,
"Fei Zai,how have you been??"
I wish I can reply,
"Silly girl,Im fine.Hey,do you know that Fei Zai miss you so much ??"

Dear Blog,
Today is the 1st time my tears drop from my eye,
Together with every words for this post
You are the only one who can understand my feeling
Thank you for willing to lend me some space for me to cry and write out my feelings