I gotta say this,
I believe my internship is way different that the rest of my batch
It's only been 2 months plus since I'm here and I've just wrote 120 pages ++ with 13k words of User Manual for MPH system all by myself.
And I went to KarangKraf today with my boss to watch him providing system training to the clients.
I guess my turn will be coming soon.
This is fun. Hope I could learn more and improve lots.
Cheers!
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Friday, March 28, 2014
Internship
It's been a while since the last post.
A very long "a while".
Little update about my current life,
I've started my internship as a Software Developer.
Everyone in the company is nice.
Works is fun even though sometimes it is kinda boring.
Company even going to organize 2D1N trip to Sekinchan on next few weeks.
Seafood hunting and stuffs.
Company also will be organizing 6D5N company trip to Korea at the end of July.
Was actually a "none of my business" thingy since the trip is only for permanent staff, not intern.
But boss suddenly changed his mind and offered me the trip with 1 condition where I will need to work for the company for at least a year after internship.
Was kinda hesitated for a while but later came to sense that I could hit 2 birds with 1 stone.
I could immediately have a job right after completing internship, and I could travel to foreign country for the first time in my life.
So, I said "Yes" to my boss.
4 more months to go!
Lets work hard and smart!
Bye!
A very long "a while".
Little update about my current life,
I've started my internship as a Software Developer.
Everyone in the company is nice.
Works is fun even though sometimes it is kinda boring.
Company even going to organize 2D1N trip to Sekinchan on next few weeks.
Seafood hunting and stuffs.
Company also will be organizing 6D5N company trip to Korea at the end of July.
Was actually a "none of my business" thingy since the trip is only for permanent staff, not intern.
But boss suddenly changed his mind and offered me the trip with 1 condition where I will need to work for the company for at least a year after internship.
Was kinda hesitated for a while but later came to sense that I could hit 2 birds with 1 stone.
I could immediately have a job right after completing internship, and I could travel to foreign country for the first time in my life.
So, I said "Yes" to my boss.
4 more months to go!
Lets work hard and smart!
Bye!
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Everything Changed.
Everything around me changed.
Pride plays the main role here.
I guess I shall just move on and follow the flow.
A friend of mine got dumped by a girl.
I'm one of the people who get them together and I'm the one to see the relationship turns pretty ugly, thanks to the girl.
Now, I'm trying my best to make sure that friend of mine wont go crazy.
He makes me remind of my past.
The feeling of getting dumped, ignored, rejected, heartbroken by the loved ones.
I keep telling him to move on, and he keep telling me the same stuff I told myself in the past:
"It's hard to move on."
Is it really that hard?
Yes, with all the effort we put to love someone, it is hard to move on.
We just need the time and take some small steps.
I have friends who told me how they felt with their relationship.
I listened, give them some positive feedback and supports them.
I do what I have to do as a friend.
But what about myself?
I used to voice out my feelings and thoughts to only few dearest people.
But I stopped doing that anymore.
I don't feel like telling anyone whats on my mind because I don't wish to look weak in front of anyone.
People always see my as a friendly, humor and happy type of person, even now.
But no one actually sees whats behind my laughter.
People talks to me, but no one actually know how I feel for my past and for myself.
I've been asking myself, after advising friends, have I really moved on in my case?
To be honest, I don't know.
I managed to live my life as usual, but sometimes I still observes, wondering how is she doing.
Once in a while, I login Skype just to let her know this annoying guy is still around.
Sometimes I check if she ever visit my long-abandoned blog.
What is this feeling?
I wont call it "admire" because what I feel is more than just "admire".
I wont call it "love" because I don't know her very well since we don't talk to each other anymore.
I don't even know what I'm typing just to describe this feeling.
Everything indeed changed.
Pride plays the main role here.
I guess I shall just move on and follow the flow.
A friend of mine got dumped by a girl.
I'm one of the people who get them together and I'm the one to see the relationship turns pretty ugly, thanks to the girl.
Now, I'm trying my best to make sure that friend of mine wont go crazy.
He makes me remind of my past.
The feeling of getting dumped, ignored, rejected, heartbroken by the loved ones.
I keep telling him to move on, and he keep telling me the same stuff I told myself in the past:
"It's hard to move on."
Is it really that hard?
Yes, with all the effort we put to love someone, it is hard to move on.
We just need the time and take some small steps.
I have friends who told me how they felt with their relationship.
I listened, give them some positive feedback and supports them.
I do what I have to do as a friend.
But what about myself?
I used to voice out my feelings and thoughts to only few dearest people.
But I stopped doing that anymore.
I don't feel like telling anyone whats on my mind because I don't wish to look weak in front of anyone.
People always see my as a friendly, humor and happy type of person, even now.
But no one actually sees whats behind my laughter.
People talks to me, but no one actually know how I feel for my past and for myself.
I've been asking myself, after advising friends, have I really moved on in my case?
To be honest, I don't know.
I managed to live my life as usual, but sometimes I still observes, wondering how is she doing.
Once in a while, I login Skype just to let her know this annoying guy is still around.
Sometimes I check if she ever visit my long-abandoned blog.
What is this feeling?
I wont call it "admire" because what I feel is more than just "admire".
I wont call it "love" because I don't know her very well since we don't talk to each other anymore.
I don't even know what I'm typing just to describe this feeling.
Everything indeed changed.
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
A lot of things change
"The first time I went to Yuen was during my 16th birthday with the crazy gang.Superb birthday.
But I guess a lot of things change after we left high school.The crazy gang now not so crazy anymore."
Was going through Debbie's blog and saw one of her post about a steamboat restaurant.
It makes me remind of something years ago.
Her 16th birthday celebration where we went to Sunway Lagoon and had steamboat as dinner.
I searched for the celebration post and the memories came back to me.
We are indeed a bunch of crazy people during high school.
But I couldn't agree more with how she felt.
A lot of things change after we left high school, including myself.
We have our own path to walk on.
We change during the journey.
We meet new friends and new enemies.
And somehow, we started to forget our high school memories.
And I feel guilty for it.
But I guess a lot of things change after we left high school.The crazy gang now not so crazy anymore."
Was going through Debbie's blog and saw one of her post about a steamboat restaurant.
It makes me remind of something years ago.
Her 16th birthday celebration where we went to Sunway Lagoon and had steamboat as dinner.
I searched for the celebration post and the memories came back to me.
We are indeed a bunch of crazy people during high school.
But I couldn't agree more with how she felt.
A lot of things change after we left high school, including myself.
We have our own path to walk on.
We change during the journey.
We meet new friends and new enemies.
And somehow, we started to forget our high school memories.
And I feel guilty for it.
Thursday, April 11, 2013
Why We Stopped Talking?
If we used to talk and don't anymore,
Chances are I miss the hell out of you
But I know you dislike me.
And that's why we stopped talking.
I hope someday in the future,
You will come across here and read this.
Chances are I miss the hell out of you
But I know you dislike me.
And that's why we stopped talking.
I hope someday in the future,
You will come across here and read this.
Sunday, March 31, 2013
A Lil Update
Is been a while I blogged.
Been busy with studies and and exam.
Last paper on this Monday.
Good luck for myself.
Life is unpredictable.
I was the Program Master for OO past 2 years.
This year, some fool back-stabbed me and took my place.
To be honest, I don't mind if someone replace me.
But not you, I can't believe you as my assistant, back-stabbed me.
And I can see that you are being arrogant and refused to ask for my help.
You might not be able to accept how I work things out,
But for your information, everyone dislikes how you work as well.
I dislike being a power freak and scold everyone for not doing their job well.
College event is for us to learn and gain experiences, not for us to scold each other like a stupid fuck mad dog.
I still remember you said you disagreed with my view.
But hey, things work out fine last year.
We did our job in our own way.
But now, I will just sit back and watch you stress out and cause internal chaos.
Bloody power freak, arrogant, stupid bastard.
Yes, I clearly hate backstabber.
I might not be as good as you expected.
But life is all about learning.
No one is perfect.
But if you wanna be an asshole and step on me because of my weakness,
Go on, I don't care.
I will just live up my life and learn as much as I can, while you just gain nothing.
Been busy with studies and and exam.
Last paper on this Monday.
Good luck for myself.
Life is unpredictable.
I was the Program Master for OO past 2 years.
This year, some fool back-stabbed me and took my place.
To be honest, I don't mind if someone replace me.
But not you, I can't believe you as my assistant, back-stabbed me.
And I can see that you are being arrogant and refused to ask for my help.
You might not be able to accept how I work things out,
But for your information, everyone dislikes how you work as well.
I dislike being a power freak and scold everyone for not doing their job well.
College event is for us to learn and gain experiences, not for us to scold each other like a stupid fuck mad dog.
I still remember you said you disagreed with my view.
But hey, things work out fine last year.
We did our job in our own way.
But now, I will just sit back and watch you stress out and cause internal chaos.
Bloody power freak, arrogant, stupid bastard.
Yes, I clearly hate backstabber.
I might not be as good as you expected.
But life is all about learning.
No one is perfect.
But if you wanna be an asshole and step on me because of my weakness,
Go on, I don't care.
I will just live up my life and learn as much as I can, while you just gain nothing.
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Dont Give Up
New semester started.
Been adapting to habit of jogging recently.
Im going to keep jogging till I reach my goal.
There is this girl, a very pretty long hair white jacket girl.
I met her at Lake Club.
I dont know her at all but I see her keep jogging.
Even its raining, she still jog.
I only managed to jog for 1 round due to the raining weather.
But this girl jogged more than 10 rounds already.
I keep on watching her jog and jog without a rest.
To be honest, I think I fall in love with her determination, stamina, and her long hair.
She make me feel determine to increase my stamina and improve my lifestyle.
Wish I can meet her again, and catch up with her someday.
#sillydream
Been adapting to habit of jogging recently.
Im going to keep jogging till I reach my goal.
There is this girl, a very pretty long hair white jacket girl.
I met her at Lake Club.
I dont know her at all but I see her keep jogging.
Even its raining, she still jog.
I only managed to jog for 1 round due to the raining weather.
But this girl jogged more than 10 rounds already.
I keep on watching her jog and jog without a rest.
To be honest, I think I fall in love with her determination, stamina, and her long hair.
She make me feel determine to increase my stamina and improve my lifestyle.
Wish I can meet her again, and catch up with her someday.
#sillydream
Saturday, January 26, 2013
something to think about
my mom's baking stuff was dead today.
she waited for my dad to bring her to shop to buy a new one.
my dad's phone dead and he came back home 3 hours late, which pissed off my mom.
she scolded him without asking anything.
as usual, my dad says nothing.
while my mom being mad in room, my dad spend some time to examine the machine.
I feel pity for him and decided to join him and we managed to fix it later on.
my point is,
dad is always here to solve our problems.
even if he is being scolded, he is still being calm and fix the problem.
i stop caring about my family for few years, maybe 5 years.
after i moved out, i experienced a lot of things and it makes me realize i should stop acting like a fool.
and i managed to keep my promise to myself for this semester break.
please appreciate your family.
she waited for my dad to bring her to shop to buy a new one.
my dad's phone dead and he came back home 3 hours late, which pissed off my mom.
she scolded him without asking anything.
as usual, my dad says nothing.
while my mom being mad in room, my dad spend some time to examine the machine.
I feel pity for him and decided to join him and we managed to fix it later on.
my point is,
dad is always here to solve our problems.
even if he is being scolded, he is still being calm and fix the problem.
i stop caring about my family for few years, maybe 5 years.
after i moved out, i experienced a lot of things and it makes me realize i should stop acting like a fool.
and i managed to keep my promise to myself for this semester break.
please appreciate your family.
Saturday, January 12, 2013
Why Still Look Back?
I asked myself,
Why still stalk, why still read, why still care?
being rejected, not giving up, being ignored.
tried to be friendly and normal but end up being treated like I'm a very bad person to talk with.
tried to joke but end up being told I'm not funny.
but I still read, watch, care, stalk.
now i ask myself,
for what?
why dont you tell me why?
Why still stalk, why still read, why still care?
being rejected, not giving up, being ignored.
tried to be friendly and normal but end up being treated like I'm a very bad person to talk with.
tried to joke but end up being told I'm not funny.
but I still read, watch, care, stalk.
now i ask myself,
for what?
why dont you tell me why?
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Semester Break Plan
I think I know what I should do for this semester break.
Get close to my family, and code some stuff for my upcoming text-based web game.
Moved out from home kinda make me think alot.
I believe I should spend more time with family now.
Nothing is more important than that.
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Those memories
I was a bit of frustrated over some stuff today.
And then I saw this girl going for a swim.
The girl remind me of someone words.
I remember someone told me to do some sports to relax myself.
There I go, few minutes later Im in the swimming pool.
Actually, they are the same person.
I am such a fool.
I wish I could be brave.
And then I saw this girl going for a swim.
The girl remind me of someone words.
I remember someone told me to do some sports to relax myself.
There I go, few minutes later Im in the swimming pool.
Actually, they are the same person.
I am such a fool.
I wish I could be brave.
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Sunday, November 18, 2012
20th Birthday
1117
Its the most simplest birthday I ever have.
Spend whole day doing flash assignment, watch some youtube, take some nap time and that's it.
Day just passed like that.
Thanks to people who wishes me.
I think I haven't make my wish yet.
Before I off,
I wish everyone will get what they want for their life.
And I wish to be better than before.
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Little this little that
To be honest, there is an urge in myself wanted to talk to her.
But at the same time, it makes my wonder if I'm worth it.
I know she is busy with her final year stuff.
I wonder if I will become an unwanted problem.
There is a quote I found today.
"You don't have to be better for anyone. But you can be the best for the right person. "
It will be very childish if I say I will be the best for a girl.
I learnt from someone that we should not make promises because we don't know if we can hold onto it.
All we can do is to try our best in everything, for anyone.
Don't really know what I'm wanna say.
I guess is the side effect of the med I took.
Good night world. Get well soon me.
kids nowadays
seriously, kids nowadays having a Facebook account with almost 3k friends?
and also their own Facebook page with lots of subscribers?
and these kids are like 13 or 15.
what happen to this next generation?
bunch of poisoned teenagers.
when I'm at your age,
I don't look for fame, attention, dress myself with latest fashion, or even camwhore and upload pics everyday to Friendster/Blogspot/Facebook.
Whats wrong with kids nowadays?!
and also their own Facebook page with lots of subscribers?
and these kids are like 13 or 15.
what happen to this next generation?
bunch of poisoned teenagers.
when I'm at your age,
I don't look for fame, attention, dress myself with latest fashion, or even camwhore and upload pics everyday to Friendster/Blogspot/Facebook.
Whats wrong with kids nowadays?!
Friday, November 9, 2012
...
Tomorrow night going back to home after 3 weeks.
I should rest well before continue with college stuff again.
Mid term later. Wish me luck.
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