What's In My Mind?

Lots of stuff.
Don't know who to whine.
Been looking for people to express it.
But either they have no interests, or just speechless.

Someone from the past said this to me :
"Understand yourself, before you understand someone"
Till now, I gotta admit that I don't even understand myself.
What do I want?
Why my life is so unusual than the others?

Yeah, I'm an over-deep-thinking person.
Sometimes, I will over think something simple.
Sometimes, I will think deeply of something.
I'm a very caring person too as a friend.
But if there is someone special to me,
I will become a terrible over-caring person.
This is the only 2 things that make me hate about myself.
When this happen on someone,
Not many of them will really understand me.
They will either hate me, or feel that I'm childish.

There was a girl who do really hurt me because of my bad personalities.
Because of her, I gone through a lots of hurtful things.
Sadness, lies and regret.
It took me almost 1 year to overcome everything.
Thanks to her,
I learned a lots of stuff as well.
But still, it's not enough for me.
Human are just complicated.

Honestly, I stopped being obsessed of your fb profile for almost a week.
In other words, I tried my best not to "stalk" you as much as before.
I am such an annoying bastard.
I know you gonna hate me so much right now

Passed by my old blog
Whenever I look at it,
I feel that
Wow, I'm truly an immature person.
But mehh, blog is still a place for me to whine.
No matter mature or immature stuffs.