Feeling Empty

Didn't talk at all today.
Feeling so empty.
Tried my best to fill up myself with works, assignments, and even games.
But still, I don't feel like a normal person.

Human, lives their life depending too much on "If".
Everyone need a "if" to motivate and improve themselves.
Some died because there's too many "if" in their thoughts.
IF all the things happening now is just a dream,
I wish I wont wake up.
I will continue fighting in this dream.
There are too many things I wish to understand.
Love and bonds, is one of it.

"Cause there'll be no sunlightif I lose you, babyThere'll be no clear skiesif I lose you, babyJust like the clouds,my eyes will do the same if you walk awayEveryday, it will rain,rain, rain"
It Will Rain - Bruno Mars