i wonder

I'm always around when people need me,
No matter in real life, or e-life.
It makes me wondering,
Will people glad of my existence?
Is there someone who wish I'm gone from their life?
When I was still an emo brat,
If there is someone who wish I'm gone,
I will stupidly disappear from their life,
And do stuff to show them,
Hey, I'm gone now, just so you know okay.
Now, things are kinda different eh.
When I recalled back those attitude,
I feel kinda stupid and retard.

I love to think when I have free time,
But recently, I don't know what I should think.
Things seems to be kinda different now.
Feel like being lost.
What is the reality? What is the imagination?
Why does imagination end up with this reality?
Where am I?
Reality? Imagination? Or in the middle?
Where do you wish to be?
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